On and on

i hate myself. all i was told was to update a cost tracker.then i thought i should do a consolidated effort by doing a fixed asset listing (which i do need to have to get my depreciation going) which has budgeted numbers in line with the cost tracker. then i thought i should have proper fixed asset numbering (which the present chart of accounts only gave broad accounts)..i am just digging a hole deeper and deeper. someone stop me from doing so coz all i need to do was to update a darn cost tracker.

3 months

i am going to be 3 months old with the company. probation call tomorrow. how much more timely can the storm in the teacup be. looking forward to more 3 months. i do have good bosses, less those who are suppose to be my boss on paper.

corrupt

files in the card drive corrupted. we had problems deleting and transferring files into the hdd. i panicked when the hdd failed because if it did, all my years of photos will be gone. good thing dearie recovered them and now we have them stored in 2 different places - can never be too sure.

live

if i can ever choose to see one live concert, whom will i pick.

has to be itzhak perlman.he is on tour in US now. gosh, will i ever get to hear him in person?

every tune he plays on his violin tells a story.

the brahms violin concerto is still on my playlist.

Stop and stare

I wish i could do more for her. Wrench her from that situation and bring her home, because i know she will never leave it behind. I asked myself what should i do when i got there. What could i do?

We make choices every day, every hour, every minute. We could never certainly tell which each of those choices begets us.

The choice should be to live in peace, to live with less discord, to leave the extra baggage of the past behind us.

Radio

I have not tuned into local radio for a long while. Did so this morning and glad i did so. I tuned into the only station that has the least words and most music - 92.4..and i struck gold!! Better than gold!

Brahms violin sonata no 2 in A maj op 100, played by itzhak perlman and ashkenazy. This is the best combi in the world! Wowww, i am listening to the whole sonata over youtube now and it is pure delight.

I want it to play forever.

Lucky dip

2 days of course on the payroll system and i am back into the tub of lucky slips. Each with a prized task i need to work on..i have stopped writing them in my book as they seem to stream in continuously and accumulating.

With 2 hats..i am trying my best to switch to and fro.. and making sure i get as much covered as possible. I feel inadequate. But everyone is too busy to address that.

Wet week

It has been raining alot this week. And the rain seems to bring on all the lethargy. I feel strangely tired.

Won't it be nice to snuggle in bed on a rainy day? Oh yes, dearie is irritated with the flimsy bedsheets, we shall dump them out after the next change!

Sports day

Sunday was sports day for us - mr in the morning, 25mins gym before badminton, badminton in the evening.

It was completed with yummy you mee for brunch..slurpss!

It is a great way to spend the day!

up to date

i can officially declare i have caught up with all. i am not going to check the cash items as i know it will not tie to the cent with the excel entries we have. everything else looks reasonable.

next is to just make sure we get the entries put in regular enough and to educate mummy to use the system.

such sense of relief. wow.

i still have tax computation to do before end of november.

i want my life back!

housekeep

feels like an extremely long week with the long nights. i'm glad i'm done with the 6 files and now onto to reconciliation. met the deadline of the gst filing too. phew!

hope to get back into the normal cycle of life - more time, more rest, more exercise.

i found half of the missing earring. i cleared through my wardrobe hoping to find the other half of it but nope, couldn't find it. i did clear out a bag of dust laden rubbish out of it. down the chute it goes.

it is good to do housekeeping and throw out the junk on a regular basis.

Almost there

Down to the last 2 files and i am hoping to finish them tonight, along with housework.

Reading slowed on the 3rd, maybe i'm savouring the words more.

Glad it is friday.

Book 2-check

Done with book 2. Next up, judith mcnaught!

Blue sparkles

I never noticed she had them till i bought the same pair. I never wore them till now. I love them - the blue sparkles. I wear them with my blue dresses and black, they seem to go well with all colours, as they sparkle in rainbow.

Yes, another reason why i am glad to be out of there - i get to wear my blue sparkles every day!

Crotchets

Onto book 2 of 6. Five persons you meet in heaven. Re-reading this the second time because it is worth the time. Reminds me that people we meet, events that happen and decisions we make, are all there for a reason.

Simply love the beautiful music i listen to. Drifts my mind into another world; weightless in most sense.

I have to get the work done. Want to spend some time making some noise.

In blue

I read a book with a blue cover. Coincidentally i was dressed in blue too.

I finished the book today.

It was not a very blue monday.

Sounds strange? The book was written by a japanese author and they write like that.

another down

1 more done. 4 more to go.

at least i have the may gst done now.

dearie helped me get the housework done as i ploughed through the may files. thank you!

chugging along

bank account balances!

1 file down, 1 more to close may.

5 files more.

why does the finishing point look so distant?

back up

6 files full. daunting.

what is my contingency plan if i don't get all those 6 files full of data (and some already faded) into the system.

coincidentally, i borrowed 6 books today. so much for the lack of things to read.

i dropped out of another coursera course. damn.

can't something just work out?

washed out

i want to get this right so badly but i'm so hard pressed for time. 7 days and 3 months of entries. what should i do? just sum the numbers for a submission or try my best to input 3 months worth of entries into the new system?

it's like a struggle to stay afloat, grab onto any log that gets washes on my way. oh dear me.