pain in the neck

One kind of person I cannot stand is those who are constantly looking for weaker ones to trample upon so as to alleviate themselves onto the pedestal.

Encountering one early this morning got me really irritated. If you are fast, so be it. I don’t need your kind of advice to go faster. I run because I love doing so, not because I want to use that result to go around telling others you should come join my kind of training to be like me.

I got to speak to eng huat for a while just now and I could sense the same kind of sian-ess that lingers in his voice. I identify the sian-ess in myself too. Sad but true, working at rl is no longer like the former days. Gone are its glorious days.

i suffered a bad headache on Wednesday. Not sure the cause of it but the bouts of pain paralysed me. I took the morning off to see a doctor and then went home to rest after which.

Work’s starting to get more challenging with my sup hounding down my back for the consol which I can’t seem to understand. I need more motivation in this.

Don’t despair, tricia. Hold your head up and keep going. I’m not good but I will get better. Hang on. Hang on. And don’t give up.