Thursday, February 18, 2010

1 month

Today marks 1 month and I am still struggling. My head droops down and my shoulders hang low. Yesterday night I broke record and left last in the office. Insomnia plagued me and my nose so stuffy I could barely breathe.


How am i? if I could truthfully answer, I would say terrible. I try to tell myself it takes time but the torrents keep washing me backwards. A couple of times I wept, wondering where all these is going to get me to.


I hate this unhappiness that’s gnawing on me and it’s taking its toil.


How long can I hang on? Barely a month? Am I not a fighter?

3 comments:

Jodan said...

It took me close to 3 months before I get comfortable.
At times I wanna give up too.
Just tell yourself that you will conquer all obstacles that stands in your way. =)
Close to 5 months now and I am still learning...

christin said...

hey gal, don't be too hard on yourself, i know u're already trying your best. just do what u can, no harm looking out for another job! the fact is, the time u joined is really not ideal - during closing & audit - thereby making the transition exceptionally challenging for u

Anonymous said...

"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place."

Good Luck.