nightmare

as i moved my hands through the back of my skull and then back into sight, there was blood. my hands were stained in blood. i sat up still in a state delirium. everything flashed across my mind. it happened way too fast.

on the dawn which i was suppose to cycle to macritchie and then to run, i sat up in my bed with a numbing sensation of fear that ran around my left rib cage. maybe it was an excuse on my part. but the nightmare made me decide to stay home for the morning and not cycle down. perhaps that was a sign. a premonition. an omen.

putting my initial plans aside, i settled for the lesser - ran 30mins to work. probably do my usual noon jog and 3sets of stairs later. tonight i'll be having lifesaving. determined to sleep early tonight. i want to do my bike and run tomorrow instead. so it'll be biking (on my market bike) to macrit, do my 10km run and then bike to work.

i'm short of a 12.8km run and ez bike. since i'll be riding down to spe pool and back for swim training, that'll make up for the ez bike. 12.8km run. 2 morning of running to work would make up 7km. i'm still 5.8km short. will have to find somewhere to slot that in.

still having alot of complications with the injured left rib cage. the pain torments me and impedes my training. totally undesirable. my mum got me 'tian qi' to consume. it's suppose to help with the blood circulation etc etc.. i think it should be a little too potent..i actually woke up with a sore throat this morning. koff koff.

na na's coming home! yay yay yay!! i'll only be able to bring it back on sat.. will pop by c2c, cycle it down to rl, work then cycle it home. busting my progress package on this overhaul. gee. nonetheless my bike deserves to be repaired. with the broken spoke, worn cogset, rusted chain, worn tires, faulty shifters..it was really in a bad shape.

shoots..after a morning in school.. my mind's kind of numb and switched off.. wake up, wake up tricia.. hehehe