alvinstar

alvin star.

after i came home from a day of walking, i went to dig out old mails. really old mails..dating from 1995 to 2000.

i found mails from alvin. one of them was a paper on which he pasted glow-in-the-dark stars on a paper and he wrote the mail around the stars.

to a special friend, he wrote.

you were a very special friend who took a special place in my heart too. even now and forever.

i teared. i really miss you. i am sorry i didn't talk to you for 5 years. i yearn so much to call you and just hear your voice. but i know i can never do that again.

packing the mails back into the ikea doggy box, i followed to push it back onto the top of my waredrobe. maybe it'll be another 6 years before i bring them all out to look at again, i thought.

as i went back to my bed, i found something lying on my bed. a star from alvin. it has fallen.