Tuesday, July 04, 2006

i am sad so i sleep

felt real lousy the entire day. there wasn't a single thing that could put a smile on my face at all.

somehow the commencement of job search created some anxiety within me. as i pored through the papers everyday, the same question kept bugging me, " what kind of a job am i looking for?"

honestly, i'm not too sure either.

christin brought the cut out of the obs instructor advert and showed it to me. i reached into my pouch and pulled out the exact same advert which i had earlier cut out too.

i remember trying for the same job some years ago but never got it. faced with the same questionnaire once again, i find myself crippled with the same incapability to answer it.

as i pedalled home, i really wanted to talk to amy. she has always been a kindred spirit to me.

flu buggy has finally left me.. i'm just left with a slightly phlegmy throat.. energy level isn't fully back as yet..but i hope to fully recuperate by tomorrow. i've dropped my run so that i can rest more. sleeping early tonight again.

yea. going into slumber does keep unhappiness at bay.

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