woohoo..i'm going to be an AUNTIE soon.. i hope i'll get a NIECE. i like gals.. hopefully my bro n sis-in-law would let me train her up to be the next young triathlete! wheeeeeeee!!
before they left, they asked me to get the new baby an uncle. -gulps-..sis in law said that the new baby wants to get some hong baos from me. -double gulps-
sis in law also added..you not young liao.
wa lao.
sometimes i guess it's not within my control.. i haven't exactly met someone whom i can have that sureness in my heart that he is the one. the only person who has ever made me feel that assurance of a life partner is not exactly here anymore. i wonder how he is getting on now. has the case settled? what is the outcome? does he still think of me sometimes?
anyway, that part of my life is over. i do ask these questions when i think of him. but those are answers i will never get.
a frequently asked question friends and family ask.."what kind of a guy are you looking for?"
searches the back of her mind.
the usual answer from tricia is, "eh....erm..i also don't know leh." o_o
to list it feels really tough.
i don't actually have a checklist. but i do know i will know when i meet him.
so i do know what kind of a guy i am looking for? nods rather unconvincingly. i probably do.
again i repeat to myself the same old song often hummed whenever this topic arises..
"Que Sara, Sara. Whatever will be, will be."
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