stay

The week has been like a freefall drop into the valleys.

- the interview on Wednesday was tough. I went without hope of getting the job. And I was right.

- my situation at work isn’t look any better.

- my grandma passed away on 24 jul 2am.

While I sit in the bottom of the well looking up into the oh-so-high sky.. I still want to give thanks for:

- singtel blessed me with yet again. $30 taka voucher + $1 burger king meal voucher.

- the new stylist I visited salvaged my ugly hair. So far comments I’ve been getting is I look young and cute. That’s better than the whole big mess earlier.

- I’ve finally opened my cdp account =) which took me less than 10mins to do so.

- the interview was tough but insightful. I am really appreciative of the affirmation the finance manager gave. I can’t express how much it has meant to me. the finance director is a man of wisdom and he reminded me much of nelson. Thank you for the personal phonecall. He asked me to hang on to the job I have and finish my studies. After which, he believes I will be like a “phoenix emerging from the ashes” as my studies will bring me a step further in career.

Honestly, if not for the new supervisor, it has been my plan to stay with vv till I graduate. I was wavered because she’s been making life difficult and I find working under her has already become a waste of time. nonetheless, I do concur with the director’s words.. by staying on, I will prove my track record that I am a person who can stay in a company. And hence, this will be what I want to do. stay.

- I am so thankful I found a friend to confide and rant with in bee lan. The similar “crisis” we are facing with our supervisor has brought us closer in our friendship. we’ve struck an alliance to be united..and that’s our tactic to outlast our “foe”.

- I’m so glad dearie’s finally back from kl yesterday. 2 nights seem too long..and snuggling warmly in bed with him is one of the best things in life =)

- I am almost recovered from my cough, nose block and runny nose. Thank you dr Jeffrey from life line. I’m going to stick to you from now on. no more raffles and trythall. You guys are crap.

It’s a tough time but I’m hanging on. what doesn’t kill me will make me stronger. =)