enslaved

remarks i heard throughout the morning made me feel like a second-class citizen in the organisation. abit of a master-slave relationship.

i'm somewhat sore i was given slave citizenship when they lured me with master privileges.

oh well. no one forced me to sign on the dotted lines.

trying to collect my thoughts on what i want to do. i made myself heard in a peculiar way. i just had to make some sense to all the hullabaloo going on. now i'm tasked with something that seems difficult. it'll be a challenge trying to make sense out of the entire system and how numbers come about on the financials. it's a little like csi.

i am trying to see it as a challenge. do it well and i might impress the big guy. he did ask for my view just now, which is a first since i joined 9 months.

this job stretches me and i am doing alot more exciting things than my previous position. i wonder if any of these will earn me master citizenship? probably not.

i want to leave a good mark. i hope my current bosses can be valuable references to my future career movements.

the cold eased off when i woke up this morning but started to flare up some while ago. now it seems to be in remission again. i drank another cup of cold remedy. i want to get well soon.

got this long list of chores to do and i really really want to do an easy run too. my part time job has reduced all my weekend runs to park connector runs, damn. i miss running trails. i miss biking. i wonder if i can make time for them.

i'll be getting my first part time job pay soon. yay! =D that's the only worthwhile payoff from the things i am missing out of.

back to work now. going to make a list of all the tasks given over meeting and start working on them fast. =)