Saturday, May 04, 2013

losing focus

i find myself losing focus of the upcoming exam due to the many things that is happening at work. it is certainly disturbing me, the uncertainty is making me wriggle like an ill-fitting bra.

can i totally shut myself out from the politics that others are fiddling with? it is because i was hoping to develop a career..rather than just hold a job, that's why i am affected. from the outlook now, i must adjust my mindset to accept that it will just be a JOB, there will never be a career that can be made out of this place.

i need to gain immunity. build a wall around myself. fill my time with other things which can add value to myself, beyond the work certainly.


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