yan's blog entry stirred alot of after thoughts. coincidentally, moments before i saw yan's entry, i was just ranting to billy about the work situation at rl.
i used to enjoy working rl lots..with sam, yanni, aaron, dino and eng huat.. but these days the whole environment has mutated into one that's no longer fun. for me, it is just a JOB now. to be just there at the designated time. clock in-clock out-clock in-clock out.
some days i can be totally unnerved ...on some days i have to keep learning to take it easy. smile with it..play along.. somewhat superficial..but at least time passes by more easily.
i'll be holding on to the job till i find the next destination to move on to.
my name is finally up on the participants 2007 list for langkawi im. wow. the same kind of -gulp- feeling as i saw my name on imca. a little lost for the moment. training. that whole big thought filled my tiny mind. what would it entail i wonder. do or don't. there's no try.
my mind seems to have gone into this hibernation mode of getting lost in translation. a tinge of uncertainty. a little fearful. some apprehension.
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