k610i yay!

i'll not be having any work at rl next weekend. so that means i'll be able to plan a longer training over sat & sun.

the following wkend i'll be in m'sia, so again, no work at rl.

23 oct, nelson will be declaring off day for us. yipee!! too bad i planned for driving in the morning from 8am..else i could have more training done.

everything in my head is training, training and more training..

9.6km run today..i'll be doing a long run around bt panjang later.

billy let me use his singtel plan phone upgrade and i gotten myself a sony ericsson k610i. it's really a babe. let me post some pics of it later. and best of all, i only had to pay $138. the hp i've been using is passed to my mum. i can't stand seeing her use a faulty nokia phone.. if i had more money i would probably buy her a new phone or something...but i guess i couldn't resist the opportunity to get myself a new phone too. gee..come to think about it..am i giving my mother 2nd best. =(

it's kind of too long for my current hp pouch, so i'm hoping to find a nice plastic protective case to keep it from scratches and probably a nice pouch to pop it in. anyone's place having pasar malam now?? =P

christin asked of me to take over the kidz camp portfolio and coordinate the entire nov kidz camp. i've been doing a more assisting role all these while while christin took the lead. i am apprehensive about it all up and spear heading it. hence i actually rejected the offer as i don't think i have suffice motivation and time. kidz camp feels like a task i need to do..and i would just prefer a do-what-i-am-told role for now. somehow i have no more of myself to give to the kidz club.. just want to get by..

i wonder if anyone understands the tug of war that goes on in my heart when it comes to training. i need to take the first step out, but fear cripples me..and i don't have enough assurrance that i can get through it. someone..help?

tomorrow is riding evaluation (again)..and i haven't touched my books (yes, again). i am bent to go thru the basic theory book 3 times by end of the work hours.. trying to finish up my novels as well.

let's hope the entire process of obtaining my bike n car licenses would go well. (keeps her fingers crossed...how many fingers can we cross anyway? = )