survivor part 2

I’m on leave tomorrow and I’ll be spending the day running some errands and also to go shopping with my mum. This will be a good test of self control as I must refrain from buying anything for myself and only spend on birthday presents for my parents. i was tossing with the idea of not bringing my atm card out so that I will be limited to the cash I have in my purse. However, I envisaged situations if my mum saw something more pricey that she likes but I can’t buy it for her because I don’t have enough cash..that’ll be agonizing. hence I’m going to literally put a lock on my atm card that will only be accessible for non personal purchases only.

I’ve been trying to rein my rush to find tuition assignments and reminding myself to only commit into it if timing and level are suitable. I can’t help but to feel the pressure and need to commence tutoring quickly because I want to accrue income fast. Every bit counts and I must ensure I have sufficient to pay fees each term.

I really the appreciate the many offers to help fund some of my fees but rest assure, I am competent to shoulder it on my own. It’s a choice I have made; hence I must face the demands of it myself. After all, I have managed to pay through acca on my own, I can do it once more. I remember I juggled 2 part time jobs, studying and piano lessons during those years; I survived! Surely, I can do it again. have faith in me, because I believe I can do it.

Tricia is not merely a fighter. She is a survivor too. there'll be more than 1 million prize money for me at the end of it; hence no way am i giving up =)