Tuesday, June 16, 2009

sleepless nights

i lied wide awake till 1am, tossing, turning and unable to get to sleep.

i took 1 melatonin at 11pm. it brought a few yawns but no rest. at 1am i was desperate and i popped another one. i continued tossing and turning till i can't remember what time i finally slept.

when i opened my eyes this morning, it was 6.40am and i had missed my bus =( fortunately public transport this morning spared me more agony by ferrying me to work in the record time of 1 hour. it's a feat, considering the mad jam at tuas.

the eva assignment is pushing me to my limits. as i come to the final 2 parts of the assignment, i am faced with scraps of information i cannot piece together. after the disappointing partnership with sxxxxx that finally fell apart, i am fighting this alone. i'm looking forward to have marilyn back as classmate for next term as she has been a study buddy i have tossed many thoughts with.

i really want to wrap this assignment up as soon as possible. i will try to work through till midnight to finish this today. i really want to sleep. i need the rest. without rest, i am close to the brink of breakdown.

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