Tuesday, August 26, 2008

shady

In discrete, I’ve been reading my text in pdf format and notes are all on A4 pieces of paper. why am I behaving like a thief, all of that just to use my time to study for my upcoming exams? I’ve just been warned against studying in office..but I can’t envisage spending hours surfing the net, playing games..looking at social networking websites. It’s such waste of time! underhand methods, i may call it, but at least I am still getting to use my time to learn and revise my work.

I am tempted to go on leave because I am finding correspondence with her becoming increasingly unbearable. She leaves me emotionless and I’m uninterested, to a large extent, with the “much work” she feels has to be done.

No, I won’t go into some mutiny against her..but it’s a secret insurbordination I habour. Should I plainly put it that she does not earn my respect and nothing she has said thus far gives me any assurance of development under her supervision. Eeks. I forgot, development of her staff is not top on her list. She’s more interested in getting the perfect report.

Revision for the coming paper is still undergoing pretty ok. I’m left with 1 chapter of notes to read. Next is to attempt all the questions, before finally digesting the mock exam papers. I will skim through the “phone book thick” text book for additional reading if time permits.

After the paper on sat, I’m going full steam out for my QM revision. I’m almost done with 1st round of reading, just got to zoom into the questions and work through them.

Akin to running the final 5km of a marathon, I must pick up and sprint ahead. 2 weeks. I don’t want to look back in regret; not trying my best. on contrary, I want to seize success in this first hurdle and nothing will stop me! =D

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