Thursday, August 19, 2010

just a little despaired

It’s a rainy day today. Market is looking as weak and flat, like the dow and nasdaq.

I made a couple of blunders today. Too much Korean drama makes me blur.

I feel somewhat impatient but I am telling myself to stay level headed.

What a lovely weather to be in bed.

I will be stuck in meetings for the next half of the day. Something I dread at times.

Trying to lift my spirits up though what’s going on around me looks gloomy.

We missed the short window of opportunity to sell our counter off this morning, now we are swept away by the rain.

The company’s situation is not looking too good. So that explains for part of my lethargy in the meetings. Finetuning the purchasing procedures and writing off obsolete stock do not seem as the most important things to be addressed, given the company’s situation.

I certainly hope things work out soon.

Let’s hope the market starts to pick up, so we can throw all our holdings away in exchange for a little profit.

Let’s hope the company finds a way to stay afloat.

I look at others who seems to own it all and I wonder when I can get there. What do I need to do to move up a notch? How can I become better? How to earn more money? Is it because they worked harder than everyone else? Or are they just lucky? What I am not doing enough? Or maybe what I have not done right?

Perhaps I have set a goal too high for ordinary me to reach.

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