doors

i passed the test..which i didn't know what i was doing. i worked on it till 1 am last night, but i couldn't make out how i was going to present actual vs forecast utilisation rate. i had an extra info of daily rental rates, which felt like an odd piece in the puzzle. i plotted the charts, but i had no comments to make. i didn't know much of the business to explain the gap between actual vs forecast.

i sent in and wrote in the email, "This test left me thinking I'm really a long way from taking up a FA role. Nevertheless, thank you for helping me obtain the opportunity to at least try."

and then in the afternoon, i received a call that i passed. the first question i asked was, "are you sure?"

this might be a chance to reach my fa dream. i applied numerous fa positions but never got even an interview for them. i know i lacked the experience and most of the time, they won't even give you the chance to try.

so in front of me is this fa door. will i get to step through? i can only find out next week.

meantime, i am drawn to the position i interviewed for today. interesting industry. scope sounds good. hiring manager's style is wow. but i guess location is a tad wulu. how good a chance i stand? i can't tell from the hiring manager's indifferent look.

so i can almost conclude i have 3 doors. 1 of it is 50% open. today's position is 25% open. and fa position is not opened as yet, but i can see the door in front of me.

i cannot decide. follow my heart, dearie said. but my heart is somewhat torn. there is no perfect job. we have some, we don't have some.

perhaps i ought to see how far the doors can open for me. if i have them all open, then i can start considering which to step through.