Tuesday, November 09, 2010

exam jitters

didn't sleep absolutely well last night. my mind was somewhat unsettled. i'm feeling that exam jitters.

was up at the usual time though i could have gotten more sleep. ought to be going through its financials and analysis but my mind wandered off. i spent a good 20mins preparing enzyme. now i am blogging. checked fb to see if yenling replied. tricia's nonsensical and irrelevant at times.

dearie's words before he left for work this morning, "take it as a learning experience, ok?"

i do not deserve to pin my hopes on anything for now. i just hope it doesn't turn out to be a waste of a good half day's leave.

it's raining this morning. it reminded me of the rain during this year's tokyo marathon.

argh. i've got to get myself out of jaded mode.

read a little more. sort my thoughts. verbalise what i want to say. check my file again. shower. change. breath. pray and off to face my first step out.

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