options

i am surprised how accurate my hunch was. the waves are definitely building up and will soon wash everything ashore.

the more i know, the more terrified i am.

family and friends around me tell me it is time to start looking around. dearie said there is no right or wrong time. now is the time. he said things may not hit my department immediately so i have time.

i felt this wave of sadness wash over me yesterday night. this journey here seems a little short. didn't i just went through the entire cycle of sending out applications, attending interviews, settling in to a new place, learning new culture and adapting to new colleagues a year ago? i am now going through the cycle once again. my boss is a nice. colleagues are nice too. i wonder what will the next job be like?

i contacted my placement consultant once again, seeking her help.

the truth about the corporate world is that it's cruel. when your time is up, you'll be booted. i want to have the say in my own career and not be at the mercy of the company. i told my mum i don't want to be told to leave, as i will leave on my own accord, for something better. i believe i have options.